Maybe I’m asking for too much, but I want someone to miss me enough to text/call first out of the blue just to see if I’m still alive. Enough to make plans to catch up without them bailing on me last minute because something else came up. I want someone to say that distance won’t change anything between us and actually mean it. Why? Because it’s one of the best feelings ever to know that someone out there misses you enough to do something about it.
I know he won’t hurt me intentionally. I don’t give a fuck if he’s made a mistakes, and it’s fine because everyone does. All I know is that I’m in love with him, and that we can get through anything together. I don’t care what other people think. At least I have the balls to get back up on my feet again and live my life with no regrets.
I’m tired. Tired of getting my hopes up, tired of you bringing them down.
I started to build my trust in you again, only for you make me start back at 0. When will you stop hiding things from me, this includes the past. If I ask you one thing, I better hear the truth from you. Not the truth of…