I wish you were the same as when I met you. I miss that guy I feel in love with. I hate it when you go through those phases; I hate seeing you this way. I hate it that after all of the things we’ve gone through. I hate it that I somehow managed to love you unconditionally.
If you’re not ready for a relationship or don’t want one for now, don’t drag it on with someone & lead them on & have them believe that they have a chance with you. ‘Cause while you don’t want a relationship, they do. While you’re not ready for a relationship, they are. While you’re losing feelings, they’re gaining feelings. While you don’t know what you want, they know. While you just want to be friends, they wanna be more than friends.
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”— Marilyn Monroe (via leeeeenaa)
I’ve always blamed myself. I’ve always wondered what I did wrong, and I’ve always been beating myself up for thinking I’m the only one whose done wrong. But you know what? Fuck that! I know what I’ve done wrong, but at least I know. You, on the other hand think you are the victim. You think that you were the only one hurt. Well let me tell you something. That’s a load of bullshit. I was hurt too, and to be honest I was hurt more than you. You didn’t even say sorry after you’ve said something hurtful towards me, but you know what? At least I know I’m a better person. At least I know that I won’t stoop to your level. So you know how you blamed me for everything? How you said I was the only one who messed up the relationship? That’s a load of crap and you know it. You fucked up too, you messed up too. So don’t be blaming everything on me, because you did me wrong too.
So here goes. I can be a complete bitch and just take my bong (that you bought with my money) away from you and maybe even tell your mom you smoke bogeys and burn, but I have more class than you. Have a good life though, trust me I wont be missing you anymore. I don’t want any of your stuff, so I’ll be returning them after I wash them. Thank you for helping me grow up. You were one step closer to helping me find the one I’m truly destined to be with.
When you’re in a relationship, you’ve got to control your hormones a bit. I understand how much you’re into your girlfriend and all, but that’s no excuse for so much affection. But I get it, affection is important in a relationship. Being able to kiss and hug and show her how…
Why do I still care so much for someone who basically took my heart and stabbed it 365 times. I can’t hate him, I can’t bring myself to forget about him either. He let me go, he didn’t want me, he doesn’t care what happens to me, so why do I still care..