I hate sleeping when I’m mad at someone. I can’t sleep knowing that I’m on bad terms with someone I care about. One of my biggest fears is, being angry at that person, and the next day, never hearing from them again.
Don't ever say "i love you" when you dont know how to prove it. Don't ever say " i miss you" when you dont know how to communicate. Love doesn't show in sweet words you say, Love will be proven by making an effort to show how much the person means to you
I’m sitting here in front of my laptop, lights closed, head phones in my ears and my play list on full volume. My eyes are getting more and more watery, and I’m thinking once I blink, they’ll fall down like a a rain drop during the spring. I try and hold in all my feelings, holding it in so that no one can see be so pathetic, so miserable. To think a guy who doesn’t know anything, who is barely there for anything that happens, can hurt someone who he says he loves, and yet he has no idea. It’s funny how you believe my words that I send you through a mobile device, and not wonder whether or not I’m actually alright. It’s amazing how you are able to hurt me with simple things, yet I can’t bring myself to hurt you because I care too much.
If you could see me right now, would you comfort me? Or would give me that cold shoulder of yours and coldly ask me what’s wrong? Right now, I don’t know if what I’m typing makes any sense, but I guess it could best describe what’s going on in my mind.
people say “I’ll always be there when you need me” or something along those lines. Then when you seriously need them the most, they either ignore you or don’t pick up on you when you text or call them. That seriously makes me mad. If you were really gonna be there when I needed you, then you should’ve answered. If you may be busy or can’t talk on the phone, at least texted or call back later on instead of making me wait for you phone or text.
Give me alcohol, a drug, a distraction. Just something to get me out of this place and let me have a different mind set. It may all hit me again in the morning, but for the time being, I don't want to care about anything.
i miss you, I know I’ve told you that probably more than 10 times, but it’s true. I just wanted you to hear it, and i was hoping you could say it to me too like you mean it. I wish I could call you, but I know your busy, and I’m too scared to call because I’m afraid of your getting annoyed, but most of the time, I want you to call me, but i know that wont happen because you barely miss me or that kind of stuff wouldn’t even come to your mind, but I wish it did. :(
- waiting for you always, your girlfriend Patricia.
Do you know what your doing? Do you think that doing that makes you feel stronger than anyone in the fucking house? I hate you, I really do, but I’m forced to love you, and I hate that. You think that you are fucking god, well fuck you, stupid arrogant bastard, you aren’t. Every Time you do this, or act like this, your just pathetic and stupid, and I swear karma will bite your ass one day. Seriously, once I get out of here, I’m going to slap you with reality, and let’s see if you can handle that. Your so fucking pathetic it makes me sick, like fuck go get a brain, we aren’t your punching bag faggot. You don’t have the right to blame us everytime something bad happens to you, get a fucking pillow or some pills and control your anger problems. You are such a fucking pussy, go fucking die in hell. I hate you, you really piss me off and I swear I’m never going to love you. I hate people like you who think they have the fucking right to beat up people because it’s their fucking punishment. Do you think people are animals?! NO, if I were to slap you with a frying pan, let’s see if you’ll be able to handle that. Stupid asshole, go die in hell.